where rainbows end`

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

well, 2005 came and went. and frankly, to me, it was a pretty forgettable yr. meaning not many interesting things happened.

the yr started well enough. getting accepted to vjc with qiqi and athene, managing to stay in vj after first 3 mths, adeline and juleng getting into vj too (:, o1, fun girls in class and erm, i can't think of anything else nice. then, reality started to set in with the mid yrs and promos. did fairly for mid yrs and badly for my promos. promised myself i would study hard in the holidays and failing to do so. basically, i think the reason i fared so badly is that i am not disciplined enough. i'm a lazy girl, a very lazy girl. with no one to constantly push me, i won't bother to study. and also, i have a wondering mind. haha meaning my mind always thinks bout other things when i study. but this is going to change. i must put in the effort if i'm going to get into my desired course in uni. i'm not gonna let my parents nor myself down anymore. i will study hard this yr.

thinking back, i don't think i could have gotten through this yr without my sweeties with me. athene and junqi! thanks sooo much for being there for me. heh the morning meetings at the lousy public place (which is going to be upgraded to somewhere else soon i hope!), exchanging gossip, bitching bout stupid things that happen to us, the encouragement, and questions from the upcoming tests(heh!) and for just being around when i needed someone. i love u guys ((: truely.

2006 is gonna be a even more challenging yr. balancing trg with tutorials and stuff but it can be done, and will be done. cos i'll just be looking forward to the silver lining at the end--the END of the 'A' levels ((:

5:18 PM
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